Strange Feeling

Don't know why , I am having a strange feeling recently . It is a combination of a lot of feelings .

I feel very lonely , like the only one on earth .

I suddenly missing Genting a lot ( happened once during June holidyas due to victor ) .

I feel that I want to stop . I want to leave this city and go back to Malaysia and live a simple and fun life .

A combination of all of this feelings make me feel very strange , can anyone tell me how to deal with all of these feelings ?